The Leya Experience #22 | a quiet escape
Reveal the secrets of rose and menace
There’s something about boredom that leads to great accomplishments. Most people won’t understand what I am saying here, but it’s something I figured out years ago and will experience again. People always see me as this shining dancing fairy, angel or whatever, while in fact I love to hide in my own house and just read. It’s not the excitement, it’s the quiet escape. Even when I’m dancing, a kind of quietness enters and is suppressing the haunting confusing demons of my emotions. I feel lucky to have reading as one of the many outlets to make my cries stop screaming.
So after this horrible period after losing my mother, I’ve decided to study again. Maybe it was an impulse, maybe it won’t work. I don’t care. All I want is to stay at home, so when I do I can study anyway. I don’t feel like going to the clubs anymore and have managed to receive an interesting research opportunity which I’ve obviously accepted. Sometimes things just fall into place, even in the worst of times.
I am not sure how much I will write, I suspect not much. Mainly because I want to start my own research website. It’s time people know what exists and I can’t do both or everything. Leya X is not mandatory or a sales business.
My focus will be this research website or platform. It’s a new way to escape. My online rose garden. Not a place to sleep, but to evolve. To discover. To reveal everything we are not allowed to say.
Forever love,
Leya